Rough

Over the years, I have found this blog to be a good place to get stuff off of my chest.
Since I am never sure who is reading what, I have always been vague, but it helped.

Now, I struggle with finding the time to put thoughts to keys...
And my life has become much bigger with more people involved.

Going back to my earlier statement, I am never sure who is ready what, which now keeps me from using this blog as an outlet. 

And it is an outlet that I would be helpful right now.
The anxiety is coming back, but luckily I recognize the symptoms...
I tear up at the drop of a hat...
I feel helpless and confused...
I am becoming a hot mess.


Namaste.