Embarrassed and Excited

I hate to admit failure.
I despise not being able to take care of myself.

But, I guess the silver lining is that I did know where my breaking point was.

 

And I was there.

 

So,  I swallowed my pride and am now paying someone else to clean my house.

 

In the end, it won't save me any time (yep,  I didn't have the time to do the cleaning... which was the problem), but it will save my sanity and reduce my stress. 

I still have to stay on top of the laundry, the cooking (what little gets done there) and the unloading of the dishwasher...

 

And we decided that we were going to keep the den and the master bedroom clean on our own. 

Yeah, wish us luck with that one.

 

Namaste.