Rules

Call me crazy.
Call me paranoid.

I don't care.

I follow the rules.
I grew up with a relative in and out of jail.
I never wanted to go there.

I still follow rules to this day.
The SOX Auditors at work must really like me.
But, it also does not make me popular with most people.

I don't care.

I freak out whenever I think I might get a ticket (and yes, I have a few speeding tickets tied to my name - hence, why I won't go more than 5 miles over the speed limit now) for any reason.
Freak Out = Stress = Not Healthy
Which means that sometimes I cannot participate in certain groups who do not want to follow rules.

Funny how putting my health first instead of being willing to break the rules isn't view highly by some.
But it is by me.
And by MBB.
And that's all that really matters.

Namaste.

It Works!

We have been slowly upgrading pieces of our computers at work.
Which means that for awhile, I couldn't blog during my lunch time. . .
I checked again today and suddenly, I have the right combinations of upgrads and I can post again!

Namaste.

Hmmmm...

There is an app to blog from my phone.
This could get interesting!

Namaste.

Blogging

I seriously thought about taking this Blog down.

You see, I haven't posted because I can't post.

No, it isn't a technical issue... It's a personal one.

So many things that fill my head I won't post here. I try not to air my dirty laundry. I try not to post about negative stuff. I try not to do the "poor me" posts.

I would fail if I had been posting.

And I realized that I needed to fail.

If I don't, I may fail in an even bigger way.

So, I wrote out a post - somewhere else...

I worked on it for a few days...

I got everything off of my chest and let it sit there for a few days weeks.

Once I got some big items in my head in print and got them to leave me alone, I realized that other things were feeding the mound crisis more than I realized.

A few of those are being taken care of...

I needed to write that post.

But noone needs to read it.

Yeah, I feel better, just not great, but I'm getting there.

Namaste.